Parenthood and loneliness
Becoming a parent is one of the most talked-about transitions in human life. What is less talked about is the loss that comes with it — the version of yourself that existed before children, the freedoms and rhythms and relationships that defined you, the sense of being a person in your own right without that being the primary thing. The love for the child can be total and the grief for the lost self can also be real. Both can be true at the same time.
Before children, you had a relationship with yourself that was different — time that was yours, work that was central, a social identity that was not primarily about being someone's parent. When that changes overnight, the transition can be disorienting. Not because you do not love the child, but because you are also grieving something. Matrescence — the psychological transformation of becoming a mother — is increasingly recognised. But the broader identity disruption for all new parents is still not well named or supported.
The loneliness is compounded by the expectation to feel only joy. Expressing grief alongside love can feel like ingratitude, or like a failure to be the right kind of parent. So the loss gets suppressed, and the loneliness deepens — you are surrounded by the child and possibly a partner, and yet profoundly alone with what you are actually feeling.
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