Social anxiety

The fear of embarrassment: why it feels so catastrophic and what to do

Not just not wanting to be embarrassed, which is normal. But a visceral dread of it that makes you avoid entire categories of social experience just to keep the possibility at bay.

Why embarrassment feels so unbearable

Embarrassment involves being seen in a way you did not intend. Your social presentation slips and others witness the gap between how you appear and how you wanted to appear. For most people this is mildly uncomfortable. For people with social anxiety, the threat evaluation attached to this kind of exposure is much more intense. The brain treats the potential for embarrassment as if it carries lasting, serious consequences for your social standing.

The anticipation of embarrassment is often worse than the actual experience. Studies show that embarrassing moments are remembered far more vividly and painfully by the person who experienced them than by the people who witnessed them. Others move on. You replay. This asymmetry makes the fear of embarrassment disproportionate to the actual risk of lasting social damage.

What the avoidance costs

Fear of embarrassment drives avoidance of any situation where it might occur, which is most social situations. Speaking, joining, initiating, being spontaneous, being playful: all of these carry some risk of landing wrong and embarrassing yourself. Avoiding them means a social life that is cautious, controlled, and correspondingly thin. The loneliness that follows is the cost of the protection.

Embarrassment that costs you nothing

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